But I Could Never Find The Pen

EDIT: Zoom in for better detail and secret message that only Jen has seen heh

You taught me the courage of stars before you left.
How light carries on endlessly, even after death.
With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite.
How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.

I couldn’t help but ask
For you to say it all again.
I tried to write it down
But I could never find a pen.
I’d give anything to hear
You say it one more time,
That the universe was made
Just to be seen by my eyes.

I couldn’t help but ask
For you to say it all again.
I tried to write it down
But I could never find a pen.
I’d give anything to hear
You say it one more time,
That the universe was made
Just to be seen by my eyes.

With shortness of breath, I’ll explain the infinite
How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist.

Sleeping At Last - Saturn

This is like my second drawing to this song. 
But i love it a lot, its one of my go-to songs when im feeling a bit down and dejected, or just wanna listen to smething that uplifts my spirits a wee bit

Anyway its been a while since i've drawn Laz so here she is
Laz is cool.
Rachel is cool.
This is a super big canvas 
I'm tired and pretty bummed out sad but hey!! at least a drew something right?
I wish i was more able to write a nicer description but i just cant seem to motivate myself into a realm of positivity, its exhausting, but rachel is great, i appreciate her, and all the food we eat, i need to eat more food cause im starting to stop again, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

SPEAKING OF WHICH dont ask me what the fuck is going on with the background cause i have absolutely no idea, like what the fuck is that big pink shit in the sky? Is it a city? Is it some kinda weird ass light display, MAYBE THE ANSWER IS JUST AN OPINION THAT LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER!!!! I dont fucking know, im tired and struggling to draw at the moment cause my brain is fuzz.

Rachel u said to draw Laz chubby and every time i try i fail, but i think i did an okay job this time, is she chubby enough? 

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For all my new watchers (hello!) who dont know Laz or Rachel, she's my best pal, and she does really super awesome amazing art like whoa, i know i've said this before but you should go check her out, maybe give her a watch? She doesnt post up here much but eh, gotta appreciate good art amirite? Even if far and few between uploads its still super good stuff She's super cool and lovely, and a meme loving fuck, 10/10 would recommend.